Mother's Day |
| . Today's Mothers Day, but I am so kaput, I can't get Mommy dearest anything, but its an ok day, considering that Mom hasn't spoken to Dad for weeks now. Its a hateful thing, but I'd rather blame Dad, who told him to hit her? Hmm.. and I honestly will royally kick him, or at least remind him a few things if he ever does it again when I am around. But of course, he better don't. I called Ila and Dot, told her to visit my webbie site, talking to them, which reminds me what a cool friends they are, so I think I should add some stuff about them in my site. The rest? Same old thing. I do have another day of mixed emotions. Happiness, dissapointment, heartache, anger, frustration, hopelessness. All mixed, simmered into one numbing feeling. When can I be trully happy for once? When can I be trully happy, without worries that something would destroy that happiness? Its not fair, but that's life...and tomorrow is definitely, another day.
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